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God's Resume
in the lee of the moon
all poets, without the words
south of yes north of no
Sate of Is
step back
pillow hagiography
god’s haiku
(a) creation tale
unpleasant
warrens of Now
god’s shot
sorry, can you repeat that?
breadcrumbs
god at the car dealership
the great river
Curiousity & Wonder > Dread
inside job
Muse’s Market
;! (pending and wonder)
deep bow
wells of kindness
god’s music
Rohr’s Rem
putting back
perch
liminal spaces
god’s Current in drag (redux)
god’s Current in drag
wrapped in her Everywhere
spiritual cartography
gibbous blessing
to the From
overdue fines
Sophia’s Grace
everything changed
shimmer
it’s enough
god’s eavesdropping
F5
benediction
morning ralph, morning sam
another night’s work
today’s rx for stress
journey to the Lost Words
spiritual rube goldberg machine
absolute’s breakwater
Desiderata for Dummies (c)
sing
yield the harvest’s harvest
Here begat Now
bibles and vedas and kiddish cups (oh my)
gawd’s eye view
unknot yourself
raindrop’s telos
strange dance, this
music, fuck yeah
you are loved
the harvest’s harvest
county Transimmanence
One Path
part of that which divides
spirit creek
here
sad
you can *never* get there from here
grace, gaia, gestalt
judgement’s cursive
thus did he run
adjective-free wednesday
nature’s graffiti
wearing wednesday
what is this fuckery
the mind wallpapers the world
throat center alchemy
collecting waypoints
the view from there (fear and anxiety)
drinking wind
i don’t know
i don’t know
Need’s Needs
Need’s needs
soon, almost, here then
triggers
perfect loose-ed (lucid) dream
god’s interstate
mood
storms and winds and wall-less rooms
when
meet me at our intersection
anxiety - help in drag
…who’s there?
oak
dust, dream and destiny
from these to that
home heart love
spira homage
hurry up and wait
loves laughter; silence
metta meta metta
always clean up after your epiphany
sleepy samskaras run deep
strange vaudeville
the problem with you
1024x768
closer than you think
doesn’t look broken
no boundaries (aug 4, 2009)
not my space, man
pallet, pigment, person, god
spirolo
thirsting for shadows
this is what saddens
try walking
lilas well
between the breaths
between the keys
GrIndia
shift
1977
1985
yellow hat (seeds the day)
Cal
Rich Paulsy is a coward
the relative, in drag
alphabet soup
gimme 3 minutes
incommunicado
non local
the tree of life in rumi’s field neath van goghs skies
feeling smothered or overwhelmed?
having a rough go of it?
the (a)isle of left and right
lilac cathedral
solid lines of broken glass
alone together, into the sun
Another 24
Check it at the door please
deux ex machina
just a spoon full of toxins
The bloom between
holy living rooms (moon gifts)
Transcimmanence (the river up or down)
please
, move Through
moving space
poet’s night
Was
The guide (j)
Negating the negatives
Fauline’s Garden
“Fuck me. really?
the muse, the god gap, and God
all shall be well
just a little to the right
secret brook
3:17 am (the intersection of unbearable and unsolveable)
and god smiled (becoming the mandala)
Blender your chaos
Glen Gould
Impermanence and death, the great creators
In a departed’s shadow: by yourself but not alone
Mother Mary’s Map
The Artist
The middle’s edges
God’s calligrapher
Join us
Maybe it’s not that god didn’t answer
Maybe your ‘off’ is god’s ‘on’
When you feel like you don’t matter (god’s gps)
You matter
Your always perfect bank of energy
You’re exactly where you’re supposed to be
Spiritual Bypassing and Course Correction
11/9/2016
For the Moment
Life is Mandatory
Pine
Word Bottom (17 submissions)
Acceptance, Willingness, Grace
Laughing with Buddha, Christ, Neils Bohr, William James, and Ramana Maharishi
There Could be Room Two Here
Being Right vs Being Present
Music, God’s Anaesthetic
Suffering’s Gift
The Beheld
The Greatest Trick in the World
Barefooter’s Canon
Clothed in the Kosmos
Empathy’s Sheet
God’s ATM
Greater Call
Heartbeat in the Rooms
Paradox’s Skillfull Gifts
Praying for God
Strangers in a Strange Hand
Who Not to Wear
Mental, Emotional, and Spiritual Tylenol
No start or stop in Surrender
Surrendering to Surrender
Purpose (being in Being)
Compassion
Lens on Suffering
God’s putting you on
Home Is
Is Your Work Done Here?
Against all Odds, You’re Here
The Most Important Feeling
Voiding the Void
Crossing the Sea of Now
God’s Postman
Ode to Covid
Prayer for the City
Paradox's Progeny
Kosmos Exhales
haiku
12
bear bell
fir-psalm haiku
hit the spot?
grab the leash
925
Rerry
just give it to your heart, already
hoff-ish
what now
love of a dog
72 going on 40 (sjdl)
11.20.2021
lyrics
29
someone else’s dream
say goodbye
odina
michelle
i’m alone
i love you
your battle to win
sleep easy
i only needed a friend
dancing with the devil
sad man’s compromise
what did i drink last nite
rob’s song
I wonder
i don’t know you
dreams of the heart
the leader and the fool
my eyes, my tears
to the roof (the dream)
song in the wind
higher hand
sand through my fingers
don’t leave me alone
brighthouse
Can I See You Tonite
Breathe me break me whole
Fire on the Mountain
3rd Dimension
Injo (Aum Sante Maria)
christmas
5
2025
2024
2021
2023
2022
eulogies
4
Jim MacBeth
Michael Welch
John Welch
(Cal)vin Stead
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index
↓
prose
214
God's Resume
in the lee of the moon
all poets, without the words
south of yes north of no
Sate of Is
step back
pillow hagiography
god’s haiku
(a) creation tale
unpleasant
warrens of Now
god’s shot
sorry, can you repeat that?
breadcrumbs
god at the car dealership
the great river
Curiousity & Wonder > Dread
inside job
Muse’s Market
;! (pending and wonder)
deep bow
wells of kindness
god’s music
Rohr’s Rem
putting back
perch
liminal spaces
god’s Current in drag (redux)
god’s Current in drag
wrapped in her Everywhere
spiritual cartography
gibbous blessing
to the From
overdue fines
Sophia’s Grace
everything changed
shimmer
it’s enough
god’s eavesdropping
F5
benediction
morning ralph, morning sam
another night’s work
today’s rx for stress
journey to the Lost Words
spiritual rube goldberg machine
absolute’s breakwater
Desiderata for Dummies (c)
sing
yield the harvest’s harvest
Here begat Now
bibles and vedas and kiddish cups (oh my)
gawd’s eye view
unknot yourself
raindrop’s telos
strange dance, this
music, fuck yeah
you are loved
the harvest’s harvest
county Transimmanence
One Path
part of that which divides
spirit creek
here
sad
you can *never* get there from here
grace, gaia, gestalt
judgement’s cursive
thus did he run
adjective-free wednesday
nature’s graffiti
wearing wednesday
what is this fuckery
the mind wallpapers the world
throat center alchemy
collecting waypoints
the view from there (fear and anxiety)
drinking wind
i don’t know
i don’t know
Need’s Needs
Need’s needs
soon, almost, here then
triggers
perfect loose-ed (lucid) dream
god’s interstate
mood
storms and winds and wall-less rooms
when
meet me at our intersection
anxiety - help in drag
…who’s there?
oak
dust, dream and destiny
from these to that
home heart love
spira homage
hurry up and wait
loves laughter; silence
metta meta metta
always clean up after your epiphany
sleepy samskaras run deep
strange vaudeville
the problem with you
1024x768
closer than you think
doesn’t look broken
no boundaries (aug 4, 2009)
not my space, man
pallet, pigment, person, god
spirolo
thirsting for shadows
this is what saddens
try walking
lilas well
between the breaths
between the keys
GrIndia
shift
1977
1985
yellow hat (seeds the day)
Cal
Rich Paulsy is a coward
the relative, in drag
alphabet soup
gimme 3 minutes
incommunicado
non local
the tree of life in rumi’s field neath van goghs skies
feeling smothered or overwhelmed?
having a rough go of it?
the (a)isle of left and right
lilac cathedral
solid lines of broken glass
alone together, into the sun
Another 24
Check it at the door please
deux ex machina
just a spoon full of toxins
The bloom between
holy living rooms (moon gifts)
Transcimmanence (the river up or down)
please
, move Through
moving space
poet’s night
Was
The guide (j)
Negating the negatives
Fauline’s Garden
“Fuck me. really?
the muse, the god gap, and God
all shall be well
just a little to the right
secret brook
3:17 am (the intersection of unbearable and unsolveable)
and god smiled (becoming the mandala)
Blender your chaos
Glen Gould
Impermanence and death, the great creators
In a departed’s shadow: by yourself but not alone
Mother Mary’s Map
The Artist
The middle’s edges
God’s calligrapher
Join us
Maybe it’s not that god didn’t answer
Maybe your ‘off’ is god’s ‘on’
When you feel like you don’t matter (god’s gps)
You matter
Your always perfect bank of energy
You’re exactly where you’re supposed to be
Spiritual Bypassing and Course Correction
11/9/2016
For the Moment
Life is Mandatory
Pine
Word Bottom (17 submissions)
Acceptance, Willingness, Grace
Laughing with Buddha, Christ, Neils Bohr, William James, and Ramana Maharishi
There Could be Room Two Here
Being Right vs Being Present
Music, God’s Anaesthetic
Suffering’s Gift
The Beheld
The Greatest Trick in the World
Barefooter’s Canon
Clothed in the Kosmos
Empathy’s Sheet
God’s ATM
Greater Call
Heartbeat in the Rooms
Paradox’s Skillfull Gifts
Praying for God
Strangers in a Strange Hand
Who Not to Wear
Mental, Emotional, and Spiritual Tylenol
No start or stop in Surrender
Surrendering to Surrender
Purpose (being in Being)
Compassion
Lens on Suffering
God’s putting you on
Home Is
Is Your Work Done Here?
Against all Odds, You’re Here
The Most Important Feeling
Voiding the Void
Crossing the Sea of Now
God’s Postman
Ode to Covid
Prayer for the City
Paradox's Progeny
Kosmos Exhales
haiku
12
bear bell
fir-psalm haiku
hit the spot?
grab the leash
925
Rerry
just give it to your heart, already
hoff-ish
what now
love of a dog
72 going on 40 (sjdl)
11.20.2021
lyrics
29
someone else’s dream
say goodbye
odina
michelle
i’m alone
i love you
your battle to win
sleep easy
i only needed a friend
dancing with the devil
sad man’s compromise
what did i drink last nite
rob’s song
I wonder
i don’t know you
dreams of the heart
the leader and the fool
my eyes, my tears
to the roof (the dream)
song in the wind
higher hand
sand through my fingers
don’t leave me alone
brighthouse
Can I See You Tonite
Breathe me break me whole
Fire on the Mountain
3rd Dimension
Injo (Aum Sante Maria)
christmas
5
2025
2024
2021
2023
2022
eulogies
4
Jim MacBeth
Michael Welch
John Welch
(Cal)vin Stead